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Sun conjunct Venus, trine Jupiter by jill mckenna

A piece of steel wire burning in oxygen inside a glass jar. Mezzotint, 1809. Wellcome Collection.

A piece of steel wire burning in oxygen inside a glass jar. Mezzotint, 1809. Wellcome Collection.

There is a lot of fanfare about this current Sun in Leo conjunct Venus trine Jupiter in Sadge, concentrating in Weds, Thus, Fri of this week. But looking just a few days out, there might be a lot more to this story than these firecracker feelings. Uranus is about to Irish goodbye, stationing retrograde in Taurus on the 11th, the same day Jupiter goes direct and that, dear readers, paints a picture of some potentially significant whiplash from something we can't foresee or anticipate.

What comes together now can just as quickly come apart or change into something different than we intended, especially if it's crafted by the ego's demand for attention. That's because Venus is hidden by the Sun—ego trumping love, trying to prove something but extremely overpowered by what wants adoration. Additionally, Jupiter loves to bestow gifts, but not indiscriminately. For those who have done the groundwork and created a strong foundation of self-understanding through earnest, vulnerable introspection, honorable actions can very well lead to compassionate new abundance.

Combust the Sun, Venus goes out of sight. Sure, it's snug up to the life-giving star, but that means it's spooning pure ego, will, and often heedless drive. By nature, the Sun can cause drought. It can parch nutrients out of anything. It's bleaching, scorching, and terminally justified in its existence, oblivious to the needs of other beings. Like all planets and astral bodies, the Sun cares not, it just is. Hell, it can spark forest fires and destroy many thousand-year-old groundwork. The Sun is not about balance, and expanded by Jupiter on the brink of forwarding motion with Uranus pulling back at the same time? Well, hang on. There's a lot more too this that we can't anticipate.

Alphonse de Neuville, 1872.

Alphonse de Neuville, 1872.

Ruled by the Sun, Leo is both healthy and unhealthy expression of ego, self-resolve, will, and drive. Venus is currently combust the Sun, tucked in under its brilliance, invisible under its rays. Venus is being burnt up. Driven by raw pride, we might pantomime around what we really want, making the shape of it inappropriately; we have the idea, but not quite the resources so we try to overcompensate by powering through. With Venus being blistered, our ego can rule us in this transit, emboldened and expanded by enthusiastic, emotionally expansive (and often expensive), 'too-much-is-the-right-amount' Jupiter. Be careful that you can truly afford what you are risking under the guise of this high-flying energy because once it has passed, we still have to contend with Pluto and Saturn in Capricorn and reality is going to be pushed at us like a bowl of gruel we've still got to finish.

Alternately, If we've done the leg work, making sudden moves now in love or money might be a wisely calculated risk. We could suddenly see a path where we perceived none before or be willing to try something we would normally feel rigid toward. The trick is that our actions be holistic and honorable, versus performed, exaggerated or seeking to garner adoration for our ego.

Without considering Uranus (and Jupiter + Uranus soon changing directions), this is hailed as a terminally great transit. I get it. We like to think Venus is the great Marilyn Monroe crossed with Mother Theresa in the sky (which is actually a major, major problem with our culture). But Venus can lead us to find love in inappropriate and unhealthy places. It's where we can martyr ourselves to the point of self-harm and trauma. Venus in its shadow aspect is why we can justify toxic behaviors, habits, and intimacy. Think of a parent who over parents in the name of love or someone who stays in a toxic relationship because they believe the love is too rare to sacrifice or they love someone more than themselves. With the hook and knot created by Jupiter and shock-&-awe Uranus on the 11th, today's idealism is quite possibly tomorrow's complication. We likely won't know the answer to that for a little while.

See, Venus really gets lost here. Its energy of affectionate feelings and inspiration gets co-opted by the Sun as impassioned ego. This can look like wanting to feel how desirable we are—not in and of itself a bad thing, but the Sun can exaggerate things, like maybe we stay too long at a poker table, trying to impress someone or prove something to ourselves. Or, maybe we swim past wave break to feel our power, but discover we’re so far our, we are in actual peril. We can end up acting in ways that siphon Venus' energy to feed our pride, and we can be willing to short change our own heart and soul to get it. We can get self-indulgent or we can get genuinely motivated with this transit and what we make can turn into gold or later fall away like ashes. In Leo, Venus can justify anything at all especially if what it thinks its doing is related to love. This transit isn’t fool’s gold, but you are gonna want to watch your pockets.

Neptune Retrograde by jill mckenna

Neptune is the planet responsible for dreams, fantasy, the ethereal, and creative inspiration, but also delusions, deception, and addiction. Neptune's impact on us is kinda like being intoxicated—very absinthe-like. At first, it's fun, interesting. It blurs creative barriers and lends a magical feeling of sublimely beautiful, greater things. But the trip can take a turn, like being trapped on a genuinely terrifying fun-house ride that's full of our worst triggers. Neptune is imagined heaven and hell, dreams and deceptions, and that's why we often look to it to inform our relationship to addictions. Neptune lets us dream beautifully and with divine information, and it's also all of our darkest corners, escapism, and fears.

Neptune has been asking us for a very long time to imagine a better, fuller, more complete life for ourselves—nothing less than an ideal one. Jupiter squaring Neptune has made that vision impossible to ignore and the Neptune Retrograde now asks us to begin to crystallize our vision by instructing us to face fears, explore our depths and move toward our dreams… our greatest dreams. Vision and connection to the divine are always greater than the fear, but we must choose them. 

Neptune, especially in its home of Pisces, can show us where we are haunted by past events and memories, instances of trauma and cataclysm that remain agonizingly in our minds, washed in memory and emotion and refracted by time into a more or less true pastiche. Where do we get triggered to and how does it restrain us from using our fundamental creativity in its entirety toward the life and fullness we long for, and which suits us best?

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These intrusive memories too often determine our actions, imprisoning us. These fears keep us emotionally and metaphorically, standing in the middle of a dark warehouse of our own fabrication, huddled around a single small light bulb, afraid to move away from it. Neptune’s retrograde instructs us to flip on the lights and take a good look at exactly what we imagine is waiting in the dark. Some things we know about, some we don't, but none of them actually look the way we remember and all can be met and ushered away or made peace with, allowing us to take up our own, rightful space.

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Because Neptune deals with dreams, ideals, and the raw etheric materials of inspiration/creation, we are being pushed towards soul growth in these areas. The truth can be rare in Neptune's realm, but Jupiter in Sagittarius is providing clarity in this way, an echo of the same aspect from January 13th. Since then, how have we shaped our dreams based on the new possibilities and inspirations we were encountering then? How have we allowed our hopes and vision to expand and root? Since late winter, how are we shaping ourselves to meet and create the life we are being divinely guided to through meaningful encounters, remarkable energy exchanges, terrific inspiration, and deep numinous and psychic knowing?  

Neptune retrograde can show us the sources of our pain—the ones we repeatedly try to escape—whether betrayal, heartbreak, destroyed trust, abuse, or abandonment. This window can show us where we are lying to ourselves and dissolve the stories we have sold ourselves. It asks us to see how we perpetuate our pain by not allowing a new outcome to occur, by not allowing the film to switch reels and end differently.

This is a perfect time for spiritual self-work. Use this time to explore healing modalities like talk therapy, emdr, rolfing, and acts of therapeutic self-care like journaling, meditation, yoga, tai chi, qi gong, and guided imagery. This window also heavily favors astrology, tarot, trips to bodies of water, anything to gets you in touch with your intuition and faith is all favored now. 

full Moon in Sagittarius by jill mckenna

This Full Moon offers a tone of play, but play in the form of practicing what we’re manifesting. We have run through something so many times in our minds, tried it out in safe places in our life, and are now understanding how we need to move forth based on now feeling prepared. This moon can draft up the schematic for a maturity we have been working towards, but it might require more discomfort first. Sagittarius is curious, open, moral, yet physical and grounded. At the same time it can be tactless, overly optimistic, and irresponsible.

At this full moon we might be feeling a little uncertain about where to go next. We know we can't go backwards--those behaviors are poorly tailored to us now, but moving forward feels awkward and confusing. This moon’s illumination can lend optimism, new vision, adventure, and expansion in the coming weeks. We can suddenly understand the concrete steps we need to take, versus endlessly spinning ideas and fantasy. This full moon crystallizes our inspired vision and lends realizations about how to make our hopes and dreams for the future begin to coalesce.

This moon is a little bit like finding a steady, large boulder on a beach that we can climb upon in order to gain vantage. We might suddenly be able to see a larger horizon than the one we were perceiving. True to Sagittarius (perhaps the sign best at looking at the big picture, along with Aquarius), this moon can move our minds past the immediate to our future and faith, allowing us to clearly imagine the ideal reality we want to experience.

Odilon Redon, Centaur Taking Aim at the Clouds, 1895, AIC

Odilon Redon, Centaur Taking Aim at the Clouds, 1895, AIC

A major influence on this full moon is Jupiter square Neptune the day before. This aspect happens three times this year, with this being the 2nd. The 1st was on Jan 13th and the final square will be September 21st. When planets create a series of 3 aspects to each other, there’s a story being told and a lesson being taught. Look back at your calendar in the fist through mid-part of January to understand what was going on for you regarding beliefs, new opportunities and thinking, growth, hopes and dreams, and new inspiration. What felt exciting and fresh, but also scary due to being new?

Since then, how have you engaged with and expanded those new paths of inspiration related to personal hopes and dreams and emotional connection, or where have you regressed back? This full moon is profoundly asking us to grow, again, especially when it’s uncomfortable. Sagittarius forges forth because it has such an incredible ability to see the landscape. It can put itself through significant discomfort and learning in order to achieve its vision, especially when that vision relates to its values, faith, and hope. We can gain an amazing upgrade to our perception here, if we follow Sag's urging, point to a new star and allow it to become our point of orientation.

This full moon illuminates the space between our actions and our hopes, and asks us to determine where we are behaving in agreement with or against ourselves and our hoped-for future. Where are we telling ourselves what we should do, based on outdated, default habits and thinking, and how do we need to start honoring our dreams and desires so that they can manifest? Where can we be more in alignment with who we are now and where we want to be in 5, 10, 15 years? The July eclipses in Cancer and Capricorn will underline, highlight, and bold these themes (again), especially with regard to our family of origin and our own, personal family we are making or have made.

Neptune stations retrograde just a few days after the full moon, and then stations direct in late November. Outer planet retrogrades are less intense than those closest to us. We can observe them keenly in the zeitgeist and are already doing so with regard to Neptune’s themes of illusion/disillusionment, fantasy versus reality, idealism, cognitive dissonance, and vision.

Ask yourself how you want to behave, manifest, and think differently, with regard to faith, personal philosophy, beliefs and actions, because likely you already know and have begun positioning yourself accordingly. Observe which possibilities you have denied or pushed away since January due to believing the risk was too great, it would be too difficult, or felt unlikely to result in success based on past traumas. Each of those feelings is a different way of allowing fear to rule actions.

Sagittarius is an all-star, gold medal pro at risk/reward. The themes related to belief, hope, habits, wishes, and dreams that are arising now don’t ask you to have it all figured out or to get it all correct now., but it does ask you to take aim and ready. Sagittarius knows better than any other sign that everything is a learning process. We will fail often before building muscle memory, and that’s what needs to happen. Our aim improves every time we miss, until we don’t miss at all. We are allowed to miss and we are allowed to get it wrong, but Sagittarius teaches us to never stop growing and learning and never stop aiming for our hopes and dreams; never give up faith that we are able, and can. Neptune lends us the ability to dream, and Jupiter enlarges that vision and also grounds it. We are being asked to examine and parse the foundation of our emotional habits and beliefs, and upgrade our structure.